It's been two years since we broke up, ,
 but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
 Because it's not cool
 So much that I can't do anything about it...
 I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
 Where are you, and what are you doing?
 Maybe worrying is unnecessary
 Do you still remember?
 We cried together saying that
 Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
 I'll wait for years until that day comes
 I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
 I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
 Are you avoiding me?
 But one day I found you
 You were holding hands with the person you love now
 And even though I should've been sad,
 I pretend to be strong
 All I did was wave my hand a little
 Good bye to you
 You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
 Goodbye, take care
 July 8th, Sunny day
who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Thursday, February 18, 2010
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"Sometimes, people barge into our lives carrying a bit of code that change you completely – the way a tiny dot would completely alter a program. And when it happens, it is always unexplained, unexpected and sadly, not quite UNDO-able."

-from Fully articulated blog (www.mistula.com/uno)







i faced one of the lowest days/events in my life.. and yet
here i am still alive and breathing

I'm nothing short of a SURVIVOR. ha-ha

everyone's acting weird lately
Rey Ann has her problems with Kevin
Sarah has become more quiet
Pam is getting more irritable by the day
Rox has her personal moo-moos as well
Julie Anne is bothered by the weird trembling in her hands
Richelle has colds *that's by far her biggest problem now. she sounds like a bass ngo-ngo.haha*

i can say I'm feeling much better now, but there are still times that he randomly pops in my mind.
and i can't deny the fact that i really DO miss him
he seems to be coping with life in a much better way that i do. good for him. don't know if he's dating again.
(i don't want to date again for now. XD)

well. i just realized that i need to be strong for my friends. i can't show them how weak and feeble i really am. i should be the one to understand when they're having their mood swings or gray skies..
'because i dont want to end up regretting again
how i failed miserably to give the love and attention to the people i really cared for but never dared to go out of my way and make them feel special
for all the time i lost and wasted, just because i valued my pride more and i don't want to end up as the born loser i really am.

maybe our fairytale is over
but i still have my friends.
and little miss snow white could always find another prince charming.
but her dwarfs can never ever be replaced

i cant give him my love now. so i'm giving it to the people who really deserve it.


post script:

happy birthday dearest jane/alex! may you be happy with your dearest prince alex from the kingdom of chorvaloo! hahaha
and dont make the same mistake that i did. Alex seems to be a great guy. he deserves YOU.:)









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