Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with

Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry

Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul

Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old

Feels like I'm starting all over again

The last three years were just pretend

And I said

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

-michelle branch

goodbye..goodbye..goodbye to you..

it's just now, i realized how i really really loved you.

akala ko kaya kong wala ka.

or mababaw lang to..

but i was wrong..

it's been how many weeks? months even..

but why do i still feel the pain?

why do i still want YOU

why?

i realized how precious every memory is, now that he's gone

and i dont think he'll be coming back

i realized how i CAN't bring back lost time

how i wished we never fought

how i wished we never misunderstood

how i wished we swallowed our pride

how i wished we never had to end up this way

and everytime i feel that im really moving forward

there's this memory of you

and of us

that keeps pulling me back to square one.

relapse.

but i whole heartedly gave you your freedom.

do what you want.

as long as you're happy

im fine with it.

even though i know

it will never be..

WITH ME.

*man. i really sound pathetic. but no. i wont chase after you anymore..*

be happy..you'll always be.

my zettai kareshi.: ')