It's been two years since we broke up, ,
 but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
 Because it's not cool
 So much that I can't do anything about it...
 I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
 Where are you, and what are you doing?
 Maybe worrying is unnecessary
 Do you still remember?
 We cried together saying that
 Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
 I'll wait for years until that day comes
 I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
 I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
 Are you avoiding me?
 But one day I found you
 You were holding hands with the person you love now
 And even though I should've been sad,
 I pretend to be strong
 All I did was wave my hand a little
 Good bye to you
 You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
 Goodbye, take care
 July 8th, Sunny day
who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Friday, February 12, 2010
2:25 AM

whew.
i can't entirely say that all the negative emotions i have had now fizzled out
but at least im pretty much okay compared to the last 5 weeks of solitary misery i had to endure.

i met up with a good old friend i haven't seen in quite a while.
after a really long talk and some sharing, she gave me a chocolate.
chocolate
it may not be the most expensive kind in the market but it really made me feel good.
it wasn't because of the caffeine in it
it was because i received it whole heartedly
(we never knew that we would bump into each other today)


i know sometimes God makes a way
it may not really seem obvious at times but
HE DOES MIRACLES EVERYDAY
as what had happened to me today
i really can't deny that this maybe in fact one of the lowest points in my life right now.
and bumping into a friend is a really jolly blessing to have

my heart feels a bit lighter now.
and i can honestly say that
i think i CAN move on with everything that has happened to me..


i just need more time.
with myself
and with the people
who i can really trust.:)

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