It's been two years since we broke up, ,
 but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
 Because it's not cool
 So much that I can't do anything about it...
 I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
 Where are you, and what are you doing?
 Maybe worrying is unnecessary
 Do you still remember?
 We cried together saying that
 Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
 I'll wait for years until that day comes
 I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
 I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
 Are you avoiding me?
 But one day I found you
 You were holding hands with the person you love now
 And even though I should've been sad,
 I pretend to be strong
 All I did was wave my hand a little
 Good bye to you
 You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
 Goodbye, take care
 July 8th, Sunny day
who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Thursday, February 11, 2010
2:57 AM

i know i will have the strength to..
i never knew Rhona had a crush on him..
hahaha
it's really funny to think..
that he ended up with me.
anyway..
i really should forget him
cried so hard last night.
cant help it, i suddenly remembered all the sacrifices and memories i had with him,
the fights
the misunderstandings
and the day i said goodbye.
i knew it will never work for us anymore
no matter how much i wanted him to stay.
even now, whenever i look back on what we had, i cant stop tears from falling.

i always thought that it will be some sort of a whirlwind romance.
i was right.


it was a mistake to love him in the first place
but i know
it will be one of the best mistakes i did.


it's not because i loved to not follow the unwritten rue
it's because thru him
i learned to really love someone other than myself or my friends
to sacrifice
be patient
swallow my pride
to cry
to feel loved
for the very first time in my life


oh no. im feeling so emotional all over again
but as that cliche saying goes:
"you will never forget your firsts"


so to you kaijuu-mon
(i know it will really take a while to get over you completely,)
although we ended up in a not-so-good manner

thank you

(i really mean it..^____^)

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