It's been two years since we broke up, ,
 but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
 Because it's not cool
 So much that I can't do anything about it...
 I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
 Where are you, and what are you doing?
 Maybe worrying is unnecessary
 Do you still remember?
 We cried together saying that
 Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
 I'll wait for years until that day comes
 I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
 I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
 Are you avoiding me?
 But one day I found you
 You were holding hands with the person you love now
 And even though I should've been sad,
 I pretend to be strong
 All I did was wave my hand a little
 Good bye to you
 You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
 Goodbye, take care
 July 8th, Sunny day
who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Thursday, February 11, 2010
4:22 AM

i know you might be asking why..
" mukha naman okay si kath ah, ah kanina pa nga siya tumatawa"
i heard a friend say
i was inside a cubicle in the comfort room
but little did they know
i wasn't using the bathroom for sanitary purposes
i just wanna cry
and i took so long
because i didnt want any of them to see how depressed i felt that day
i really have to admit it though
i am weak
im having so much emotional burden..
after a break up
after losing a dear friend
after a death of a loved one

i know i can fake a laugh, a joke, a smile at the campus
but when i go home, enter my room and lock the doors
i let my world crash down and crumble upon me.

 i really sound pathetic
but i really need to let some steam off
i am very much exhausted with all that has happened to me lately

parang, bakit nagkasabay sabay pa?
and to think that
february is the month
of sharing and giving pure and unselfish love


i lost everything.
everyone i loved so dearly
every relationship i had
every time, year, moment and memory i built
got lost..
it all just disintegrated right before my eyes
im really trying my best to be strong right now

no one said moving on is easy.
im heading for a major emotional breakdown
i really don't know how long i could keep this f*cking thing up.



*sigh*
it's all too easy
to die

live.laugh.love..DIE!