It's been two years since we broke up, ,
 but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
 Because it's not cool
 So much that I can't do anything about it...
 I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
 Where are you, and what are you doing?
 Maybe worrying is unnecessary
 Do you still remember?
 We cried together saying that
 Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
 I'll wait for years until that day comes
 I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
 I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
 Are you avoiding me?
 But one day I found you
 You were holding hands with the person you love now
 And even though I should've been sad,
 I pretend to be strong
 All I did was wave my hand a little
 Good bye to you
 You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
 Goodbye, take care
 July 8th, Sunny day
who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Monday, March 22, 2010
1:45 AM

Never Fall In Love With The Wind


I am a warm air
That you always breathe
Sustaining you with life

I am a violent gale
That destroys and ruin
Taking away life

As you know it

I travel from one place to another
But I tell you this we cannot be together
I could carry you up if you were weightless
But I am just able to pass through your dress

Even if I'm just a torrent
It doesn't mean I don't miss you
Yet there is a role I play
Which is I am under
Even if you cannot see me
It doesn't mean you can't feel me
I could carry our memories
But never fall in love with the wind

I am a drifter
Who rides across the world
But my destination is unclear

But I am not like the water
Being hindered by the land
Not as free as I am

As you know it

I travel from one place to another
But I tell you this we cannot be together
I could feel and touch you like how you miss it
But all I can do is steal from you a kiss

Even if I'm just a torrent
It doesn't mean I don't miss you
Yet there is a role I play
Which is I am under
Even if you cannot see me
It doesn't mean you can't feel me
I could carry our memories
But never fall in love with the wind

I am a warm summer breeze
Or a cold winter storm
It's ironic, there is no way you could fall
I am temperamental
So unpredictable
But if you'll accept me for what I am
Your good night sleep is possible

Even if I'm just a torrent
It doesn't mean I don't miss you
Yet there is a role I play
Which is I am under
Even if you cannot see me
It doesn't mean you can't feel me
I could carry our memories
But never fall in love with the wind

Never fall in love with the wind



poem by pendrille san
http://pendrille.multiply.com/journal/item/153/Never_Fall_In_Love_With_The_Wind









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it sucks to think
everyone has moved on
he will forever be
my biggest and best mistake.
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