It's been two years since we broke up, ,
 but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
 Because it's not cool
 So much that I can't do anything about it...
 I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
 Where are you, and what are you doing?
 Maybe worrying is unnecessary
 Do you still remember?
 We cried together saying that
 Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
 I'll wait for years until that day comes
 I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
 I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
 Are you avoiding me?
 But one day I found you
 You were holding hands with the person you love now
 And even though I should've been sad,
 I pretend to be strong
 All I did was wave my hand a little
 Good bye to you
 You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
 Goodbye, take care
 July 8th, Sunny day
who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Monday, March 1, 2010
5:42 AM

and god, i miss the boy
and I'd go a thousand times around the world just to say
he had been mine
for a day..
-bread

Rhona chatted with him kanina. I dont know, but i really felt a sharp pain when i saw his IM window on Facebook.
I tried so hard to be okay. and not to be bitter. i tried to laugh it away. But Julius just gave me this sad look then laughed as if he saw nothing.
Pathetic effort i must say.
HE"S SO FUCKING OVER THE WHOLE THING.
TOUGH SHIT.

i read that he's going to school on Wednesday.
Do i have enough guts to face him without divulging what i really feel?
Can i be brave enough
to look him in the eye and pretend to be someone who doesn't feel any emotion.?

i don't know
i don't wanna see him
and yet a part of me longs for him.

i hope he doesn't get to read this whole thing.
because i don't know what I'll do if he does..



i always want the things that i can't have.:(

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