It's been two years since we broke up, ,
but it still feels like it was yesterday
I still look towards your direction sometimes
Because it's not cool
So much that I can't do anything about it...
I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
Where are you, and what are you doing?
Maybe worrying is unnecessary
Do you still remember?
We cried together saying that
Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
I'll wait for years until that day comes
I'm right here I won't go anywhere anymore
I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
Are you avoiding me?
But one day I found you
You were holding hands with the person you love now
And even though I should've been sad,
I pretend to be strong
All I did was wave my hand a little
Good bye to you
You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
Goodbye, take care
July 8th, Sunny day

who am i?Y

your not so typical blood loving light hating chocolate craving midnight pretty monster who runs around the house half naked, goes around breaking rules, listening to other people' s problems but not having the ability to solve her own.

what i ?
chocolates, blood, pretty boys, books!

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Lyrics of the song "7?8?" by the gazette

Thursday, April 15, 2010
10:55 AM




how true. especially the line that says
"
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you youre gonna believe them and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall Ive found that time can heal most anything and you just might find who youre supposed to be I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen"


im not really a big fan of taylor swift but i guess i can relate genuinely to this song.
i kinda rember ***
well. i BELIEVED HIM. when he told me he loved me.
and it was well, heart breaking
when i ended our relationship
but then
it's over and i can safely say that i learned a lot looking back.

i have bigger dreams andd a big reality to face
my grades are low
i wanna cry.
i need to fix this
fix my life.
fix myself.
my health is not really good.
im quiet sad on how things are turning out
but still
i'll try to be optimistic.

~nytz :)


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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
9:02 AM


i havent been posting stuff for some time now
i really loved my vacation
i really dont want to think about anything else.
im having a blast with my new blog layout. isnt it cute?

here's a lolita-esque for you guys. :)
~love lots!

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